Friday, January 22, 2010

Nails Did

So the best part of my vacation so far other then
and the best part MY NAILS!!!!!
are they not fabulous !!!!
You all know how in love i am with Hello Kitty
and the lovely Adrian Gomez *623-670-1196*
can hook you up for a very reasonable price!!!
He is not only talented but very fun and keeps it trill!
thanks to the
for posting his work on there page ! or else i never would of known him!
sooo i know where I'll be going every visit i make!

Thursday, January 21, 2010


Sorry friends haven't updated my blog in a week,
but umm well ..... what can i say I'm in Arizona BITCH!
I'll be posting up my trip pictures soon!
next week the bestie will be in DaHoe so after my 2 week vacation i Will have the whole scoop :)
gonna have tons of juicy stories and best part .......
love u all!

Wednesday, January 13, 2010

father of mine....

recently i wrote my "father" a letter,
a letter expressing my feelings on his absence in my life.
I let him have it.
i let him have it sooo good!
Asking questions like:
why do you hate me?
what did i do to you?
better yet why did u make me only my moms responsibility???
why do you love all your other kids more then me?
blah blah blah it keeps going but that's the basics .
I put it into the mailbox all confident and feeling strong!
Even a bit relieved.
can you guess what happened next?
i bet you cant cuz i still cant,
I got a phone call, and when i answered it , it was who better then my DAD!
I'm sure u can only imagine my heart beating fast and my hands shacking with surprise!
But it was him.
He called to say how this year he wants to make things right with me .
How sorry he is for always making me feel unloved.
and how he wants to be close with his grandson.
I at this point am so EXCITED cuz i have not heard his voice in so long.
i don't even know what to say.
at one point he said he was waiting for me to call him.
funny cuz i didn't have his # so i don't understand how he thought i could call him.?
so our conversation was nothing long but b$ i know it we say good bye ...
and i didn't mention anything about the letter.
I was scared!
but apart of me still wanted him to get it so he could see how i really feel
since i didn't have the courage to say it on the phone....
Well i sent the letter over a week ago and i haven't heard anything from him since.
oh well maybe it got lost. :(

Wednesday, January 6, 2010

Gotta get like Barbie

So its the year of my wedding...
oh boy!
and i have been at the gym everyday !
weekends are my days of rest,but i still go hard all week!
My goal is to lose 15 pounds and keep it off for wedding .
the holidays are over and its time to get down to business!
I am worrying about my image more then i am about actually picking a place!!
yes, that's right i still haven't made up my mind :/
i better hurry befor i find myself going thru drive thru wedding in Vegas...
I'm hitting up the wedding party next week and hope to get some more good ideas!
hopefully after going to that I'll have a better understanding of what needs to be done and fast!
but until then I'll keep hitting up that gym
I gotta get like barbie :)